Colors and Lights, You are Ready

Date: March 9th and 11th, 2019
Type: CE4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:30am-6:15am, 6:30pm-7:30pm
Attempted Time of Sleep: 5:30am
State of Mind Before: Sad, Lonely, Extremely Depressed  (Me)/In Pain, Depressed (Aunt)
State of Mind After: Apathy to Very Depressed to Apathy (Me)/Nervous, Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Disruptive Sleeping, Insomnia, Extreme Dream Activity
Odd occurrences after: N/A

Friday
Early Friday morning, around 5:30am I was having some vivid downloads. I wasn't dreaming, but someone was talking to me in light and symbols and I was responding unconsciously until I started to realize I don't often talk in color and light. That is when I sat up. I could see in the dark as if the room was more well lit.
I could still feel that there was communication, but after I blinked a few times.... it went dark like it should of.
I was bothered by this event and stayed up until 8:30am. Why did light eminate from my left eye?
Who was I talking to?

Monday 
My guest and I went to eat for his birthday at 1am and than came back and watched a few videos on youtube, he called it a night around 3:30pm. I couldn't sleep so went to work on my book, staying up until
5:00am. At times there was something in the room, but it would disappear. When I finally decided I should go to be, the activity picked up as there was flashes of light now and then. Sure enough when I went to bed I heard the sound, I quickly grabbed my weapon. I was paralyzed. I said "No. Leave Me Be!". Something was in the room, and they were considering. They seemed to indicate "Fine. Until later. Keep the weapon by you". They released me and left.
 In the morning after a few hours of sleep I had to start the day as I had to get my aunt ready for the doctor.
A few hours long process as she needed a bath and stuff. I have been irritable as there is a lack of sleep, I feel so very unloved, and just burned out from all the responsibilities on my shoulders. Despite this I get through the day as best I can. I let my wolfbrother know I cannot see him as my time is being spent on her.
After the doctors visit and errand run we get home before 5pm. I get her situated and begin working on my book again to relax. However as it approached 6pm I get the whole "sleep" idea. I admit before that there was some odd activity of something invisible in the room.... but I try to ignore it. However a part of me agreed as my body is tired. I get ready for bed quickly and snuggle as best as I can. I figure it should ok, as it is early. I do check for my weapon and it is close to me, just in case. As I am trying to relax and enjoy the chill in the room...that sound starts. At first my head is telling me "don't pay attention, it is just the ringing in year ear...its nothing...", but the other part of me is "No. No. No. No. No. No. No. It is them, why am I falling for this!!! Get up. Grab the weapon! Run!!!".. and I hear "Just relax we only want to talk this time".
Which I respond back "Not now. Please. I can't deal with this, please" in the most dejected feeling I could muster.

In an instant I was paralyzed. I was laying on my right side, with my right hand against the wall. My left hand held the weapon close by just out of reach, and my left eye was open, which I closed. The next thing I hear in my head "He can still move. Why?", another voice "Just wait. Watch", then I respond "You guys know I can hear you. Plus I know you can hear me. We have gone through this soooo many times before. Just stop".
The one on the right moves closer and uncovers me just a bit. I begin to tap my left hand on the wall. It stops and says "I thought you said to wait, he still can move. How should we proceed?" The other intoned again, "Just watch". The one on my right was staring, I would look every once in a while but closed my eyes. My left fingers and feet were wiggling, I could move, so I started to inch toward my weapon. I opened my mouth and exhaled. It backed away, I could feel more control coming back and I began to blow heavily, it leaned away. I managed to grab my weapon and held it close. I began to roll over onto my back when I felt the one on my left up against me. "How does it know and sense us? It should not move" the one of the left questioned. I said "I can see you as plain as day, I just don't want to look at you. I know how you mess with the mind, but I can change the appearance and look at the center." I opened my eyes for a brief moment and saw the using both my eyes and my other sense. My eyes saw two dark shapes, one to the left and one on the right. They were small and I purposely squinted to make them "fuzzy". There was a very tall white to the bookshelf in front of my light stand. I confirmed this by seeing around us too. "The one on the left said "How can it do this? This is not normal. He is not one of them?". At this point it reached to my shelf and presented me with RDE. I was upset that he touched my animals.... but he kept handing me RDE. I knew what he meant as the tall white asked "Where is he? You two are a unit. His function is that. You are supposed to be joined?". I replied "He says NO. He is not like that, but he is, but he is not. I am alone". The one on the left continues to offer me RDE. I begin to cry as I hear the other meaning... "less than two, you are RDE". I begin to cry. I yell out "what do you want from me! Is this is what want me to do". At this point I begin forming a vast array of mental pictures, but talking in dimensional shapes, harmonics, and colors. The white responds in kind and we begin communicating very fast. The little ones say "No. Not supposed to be. You can't. You are not like the others.Where did you learn how to. So fast." The white one seems impressed and tells the others to leave. At the end of the conversation it begins to show me formulas and schematics for a type of 3D microship It makes a reference to RDE, indicating I am and are, and what we need to be. It releases me and I stare at the images cycling through my vision. I find the phone and begin notifying my wolfbrother. I am scared and crying.... 

My anut was watching TV in other room. Around 515pm and dark entity came in and touched her. She closed her eyes and was drifting off. It said "We told you we would be back. We have plans for him. You are in the way. It will be over soon. You will see".