Date: 8/2/2023
Type: CE 4
Location: Los Angeles, CA, 90023
Time of Incidents: 5:00am-8:00am
Attempted Time of Sleep: 4:00am
State of Mind Before: Tired, Depression, Tired of Life
State of Mind After: Confused, Bothered (Me), Scared (Aunt)
Odd occurrences before: Full Moon
Odd occurrences after: N/A
In the three years of the Covid scares, the visitations have been down. With only a few incidents as noted. I do fear something were not catalogued due to the nature of dealing with my the care of my Wolfbrother and aunt.
The only thing of note is I don't want to sleep in the living room alone. Several times when I have, minor incidents have occurred. We are being monitored stilled. My Wolfbrother has indicated issues, but do to his state they are considered an unreliable source. I do note them still.
As many are aware there is also the issue of the Tic-Tac event and the Congress Response to it, as well as the recent Congressional inquiry into the "Biological Entities". I am aware of the recent Las Vegas incident in May too. However I do not believe this has any influence on yesterday's event.
First off, I will start at the end of the incident. When I awoke from the incident, my AC and noise machine was on. It makes it difficult for me to hear my aunt at times. I did awake, I was groggy after the incident with a dry mouth. I was going over the experience when I heard her, non audio in my head. Since the event was recent, I was trying to re-establish the connection to try and get more info when she interrupted. I went to see what was wrong and addressed the situation. This was around 6:30 am. She said very oddly "They are coming back again", I asked what she meant by that and she wouldn't answer. Later on we would have a discussion. Two of them were in the room, and that was on of the reasons why she called me.
So the incident. It started out as a very vivid dream, but it was a mental construct. I was "lucid" so went along with it as the encounter was very specific archived dreams from long ago. I was at a mansion that supposedly belong to my cousin. In real life this place doesn't exist, and the family there is only partially based upon actual family members, the wife and daughter I do not know. (This is an odd pattern, because there seems to be an ongoing issue of two groups that deal with me "Males" and blonde females. With my wolfbrother it seems that this observation group was once a collective unit, but some schism has occurred. The "males" are the group that deals with me, and these blonde females deal with him.) So again I was walking around the mansion, as I have been there in decades and it was pretty accurate to what I remember, and I was even commenting on that it has not changed since that dream. A young guy was there and began to strike up a conversation with me, it was very pleasant and I started talking to him about how I was feeling. He asked how I was doing, and usually I lie and saying I am fine in real life....but since this was a lucid dream I told him the truth. I feel unloved, not cared for, and would like to end my life. The state of the world is a mess, and despite everything I feel everyone just uses me. I just want someone to love me, someone I can feel safe with. He takes me to another house, the area shifts. He tells me he will love me, he introduces me to his sisters and mother. All blonde. His sisters are all young, around 8 years old and there were about 10 of them. When I met them, I did do a double take and felt very uneasy. These are not girls. I know you. At that point he excused himself and his family, as they had to adjust something. I was getting another image of me lying down and six people around me in a green light. I was trying to black that image out, but there was some type of push back as what they were doing and what I was attempting to do wasn't meshing,
The next thing that happened surprised me. The area shifted again. This time it was a real life memory, I was at a former friends house in high school who I had a crush on. Immediately I went on the defensive, I do not want to be here. Nothing came of it, and it was buried and archived. However, he showed up and began talking to me. This was one of the "classic messed up scenarios" they usually try to do with me. I do not have sex dreams, when I have they are extremely rare and usually messed up because it was a mental construct by "THEM". They don't understand me and mess it up big time. This time however, it had the emotional component and connection. Everything was right, and I was happy. I realized the current issues I had as well, that may be an impediment to such a union, but was re-assured that it wouldn't be and issue. I felt guilty because the previous guy from before was interested, and I felt that I was betraying him being with my crush. That when I noticed they were watching. The guy, the sisters, and his mom. They even thought it "We are watching. We are always watching". At this point I got mad, they fooled me and that really hurt and I need to leave. "We are watching. We are always watching. We will always find you. Your wolfbrother is right there. We see him too". That is when I forced myself out.
That is when I awoke and went over the incident. I tried to re-establish contact, as usually after an incident the path is open as there is a residual connection. Most think we are unable to re-establish contact, I was getting images of one and what it was doing...when my aunt interrupted me. I heard her yell my name in my head. It was not heard through the ears.
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